And back to nothing
Felt a little nauseous this morning, had scan (ovaries are back to normal) and blood test and then the waiting game started ... we managed to hand in stuff to the grounds keeper at Meadowbank and hang up the Wolves Banner again during that time and check the gameday program.
DH called the clinic at 12pm ... and the result was <5.
I am totally angry and fed up with it all right now. :( Why didn't I get anywhere near this time? Had detox, acupuncture, took time off work, was eating sensible and have been taking vits. FFS!!! What else can be done? It seems the embryos are doing ok, just don't want to stick. And I bet the doctors will come back with the whole "weight thing" again. Gosh, I know people who are double to 2.5x my size, who have been eating not very healthily and still got pregnant naturally. Why don't the specialists bother to check out WHY I am not getting anywhere??? It's ridiculous that we spent already approx £8k and they don't bother looking into why the embies don't stick? They don't investigate my endo more and then it comes back to the weight.
Going to the gym tomorrow and will do my best to shift weight, and then we will see... should we really go for attempt no 4? Should we change clinics? Would that make any darn difference???
DH called the clinic at 12pm ... and the result was <5.
I am totally angry and fed up with it all right now. :( Why didn't I get anywhere near this time? Had detox, acupuncture, took time off work, was eating sensible and have been taking vits. FFS!!! What else can be done? It seems the embryos are doing ok, just don't want to stick. And I bet the doctors will come back with the whole "weight thing" again. Gosh, I know people who are double to 2.5x my size, who have been eating not very healthily and still got pregnant naturally. Why don't the specialists bother to check out WHY I am not getting anywhere??? It's ridiculous that we spent already approx £8k and they don't bother looking into why the embies don't stick? They don't investigate my endo more and then it comes back to the weight.
Going to the gym tomorrow and will do my best to shift weight, and then we will see... should we really go for attempt no 4? Should we change clinics? Would that make any darn difference???
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